My mom is crazy. I really can’t wait until school starts back. Oh god I never thought I’d say that.
Sometimes things just don’t make sense. It’s not cool.
I’m at Mitch’s house. He’s sleeping. I don’t blame him. I am rather exhausted, but a nap would not be a good idea for me at the moment. I would end up sleeping forever.
We were supposed to go camping. Camping would have been fun. Plus, I would have got the chance to see some people from Knoxville which would have been amazing. I miss that stupid little city more than words can possibly describe. But the weather was plotting against me. I am not the most outdoorsy type of girl. Adding in rain and storms was just not going to happen.
I have been thinking so much lately. That is all there is to do in my hometown really. I have thought about how I slacked off so much this year I was on the verge of losing my financial aid, about how the friends I used to have all seem so shallow and uninteresting, about how the friends I am making all seem too serious, about how my mom seems so childish and innocent, about how I don’t worry as much as I used to, about everything.
I guess all of that sounds kind of bad… it’s not really. I just wish all my thinking amounted to something, but it never does. It just ends up with me being frustrated.
But it’s storming outside. :(
It took me a long time to realize that I’m not actually that smart…I’ve just failed enough to know what not to do.
It’s only been like a week but she is driving me crazy.
I wish I didn’t have to live at home this summer.
Mario Kart makes me say bad words.
So far summer has consisted of watching a lot of television. Bad television.
I am hoping it gets better soon.
Summer break… I’m over it.
Driving away from knoxville. :(
This is strange. Miss it already.