Wonderful, I just got the key to my entire...
Seriously? This stuff isn’t supposed to happen in real life.
I was mindlessly flipping through tv channels and...
It caught me off guard. My mom loved those movies. She was a sucker for a sappy story. It always made her cry. I mostly watched them for her. I think they are okay, but I loved watching them with her because she reacted to them so much. God, I miss her. Every single day, I miss her. I don’t know that it’s ever going to get easier.
Harry Potter movies make me happy.
Other things that have made me happy today include: gobstoppers the boyfriend pretty pictures sleep
Sex and the City 2 is the worst movie I have ever...
I started work at 8pm. I don't get off work until...
Fuck that. It’s lonely at the desk all by myself. Please be extra entertaining internet.
I just watched Up. It is so very good, but so very sad. I cried little. I will admit it.
themusiclibrary: Today - Joshua Radin I listen...
Reasons I like tumblr:
It lets me anonymously creep on other peoples lives. Seriously, I don’t know a majority of the people I follow, nor do I interact with them. However, I totally know who they are interested in, what they want to do, where they live, and a billion other tiny details. It’s really an ideal situation for me. Plus it gives me an outlet to rant about my bad days and brag about my good...
kelleeeee: The Cab - “Vegas Nights” All of...
Day 06- Earliest thing you can remember
My earliest memory is actually really terrible. The memory is standing in front of this old cheap metal screen door we had when I was a baby and straining to reach the handle while crying hysterically. I couldn’t find my mom. I thought I was alone. I was scared. The context of the memory makes it better, but the feelings I remember are still pretty shitty. Really, I was supposed to be...
i like my body when it is with your
bricorama:tamburina: i like my body when it is with your body. It is so quite new a thing. Muscles better and nerves more. i like your body. i like what it does, i like its hows. i like to feel the spine of your body and its bones, and the trembling -firm-smooth ness and which i will again and again and again kiss, i like kissing this and that of you, i like, slowly stroking the, shocking fuzz...
day 05- A thank you letter to someone who has...
Thank you needs no explanation. So just thank you.
So, a bazillion kids have infested my campus for a...
Some of them are so freaking cute. I’m not even going to pretend, I want babies. Cute little Asian babies, preferably.
Things that make me happy
Because when you are awake and working at 4am, you need to be happy the boyfriend sparkly nail polish blue Hawaiian punch Weeds on netflix (god, I love netflix) knowing that I get to go to sleep all day in like 4 hours knowing that I am making money
Day 04- What you imagine paradise to be like
There are so many versions of paradise. Sweet tea on a back porch surrounded by family. A good book while spending the day in bed on a rainy Sunday. An arm around my shoulder while a good movie plays and I struggle to not fall asleep.
I don't feel well.
sexmusic: i put a spell on you // she & him...
Day 03 (I skipped yesterday)
The five songs you would have on a desert island and why The Fear You Won’t Fall by Joshua Radin- For when I am in love Hotel Song by Regina Spektor- For when I am feeling childish Tearin’ Up My Heart by N’Sync- For when I am reminiscent Call It Off by Tegan and Sara- For when I am sad 99 Problems by Jay-Z- For when I am a bad ass
I talk about how great it's going.
But in reality, it’s turning to shit. I hate that I can’t admit it and just deal with it. I need avoiders anonymous or something. Fuck this. I’m watching weeds on netflix. Pot selling problems are so much more interesting.
So, I have to go to work like now.
But I decided to watch last night’s episode of Grey’s Anatomy since I woke up early. I have seriously cried for the last hour. Not a good work look. I think a lot of it was just remembering what it was like to be beside someone that is dying. It was hard to watch.
day 02- Something that inspires you →
This blog always makes me want to be better at everything. Really, the impact it has had on me is indescribable.
Netflix free trial!
I’m finally joining the modern world and streaming movies on my mac. Hell yes.
I'm all moved in to my apartment.
However, I am not at all unpacked.It’s also WAY too cold in here. And it has that chemically clean smell. Gross. At least everything is clean. That’s the best part of moving in a new place. It’s a blank slate.
Moving sucks and I like to complain.
Especially when the person that is supposed to call and wake you up, doesn’t. So you have slept past the time that every close, reasonably healthy place you could get food is closed. And you will not be done moving your shit until much later than anticipated. And that promised hang out time may or may not happen. I have too many books. And too many shoes, especially considering I don’t...
I'm doing this. Get ready.
day 01- Guilty pleasure day 02- Something that inspires you day 03- The five songs you would have with you on a desert island and why day 04- What you imagine paradise to be like day 05- A thank you letter to someone who has changed your life day 06- Earliest thing you can remember day 07- Favorite cover of your favorite song day 08- Someone you think would make a good president day 09-...
I am super nervous for the boyfriend right now.
He is doing something that is really important to him, but doesn’t really effect me at all. I didn’t expect to be nervous for him. That kind of doesn’t make any sense. But my tummy is full of butterflies and concentrating is hard. I will be glad when it’s over and he tells me how it goes.
I am about to go to my summer job training. Oh,...
Really, I do not expect it too be to bad. It does suck that I have to walk almost a mile to get there though and that it’s so early in the morning. I am not a morning person. All I really want to do is cuddle up in my bed and watch the fourth Indiana Jones movie. Even if it does suck, I just feel like I need to see it.
doubts and deserving to be better than the second...
I miss my mom so much it’s crazy right now. I really just want to be able to call her and tell her what’s up and ask for her help. I can’t and that sucks. It’s not fair that we didn’t get to have the friend stage. I’m not ready to be doing all of this alone, and sometimes, like right now, I just need to rant to her about the inconsequential things that keep me...
Too many guys think I’m a concept, or I complete them, or I’m gonna...– Clementine, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
I have never been so offended in my life.
I have been working constantly for the past four hours, and admittedly, my patience is thinning. Even if I was not as polite as I could have been, there is no excuse for what a male resident just said to me. He asked if we had any carts available, and I told him no (we typically do but they were all checked out). Then he got fairly rude about how the lack of carts made it impossible for him to...
I really just want to move to a city and be...